Hello
I wanted to make a statement on what I said in my previous live stream
You probably won't believe me when I say this
but whenever I go online
and I hear other players use the same kind of language
that I did. I always find it
extremely immature. And stupid.
And I hate how I now personally
Fed into that part of gaming as well.
it was something that I said in the heat of the moment
I said the worse word I could possibly think of
and it just sort of slipped out
and I'm not going to make any excuses to why it did
because there are no excuses for it
I'm disappointed in myself
because it seems like
I've learned nothing from all these past controversies
and it's not that I think I can say or do
whatever I want and get away with it, that's not it at all
I'm just an idiot, but that doesn't make what I said
or how I said it okay...
it was not okay
I'm really sorry if i offended, hurt
or disappointed anyone with all of this
being in the position I am, I should know better
I know I cant keep messing up like this
and I owe it to my audience
and to myself to do better than this this
because I know I am better than this
I really want to improve myself and better myself
not just for me but for
anyone that looks up to me, or anyone that is influenced by me
and that's how I wanna move forward
away from this
that's all I have to say, thank you for watching
bye