Needed to get this out as I've been silent for too long. I'm sorry that I can't do what I promised to do. Everyone should know though that I am beyond grateful for the confidence that I have gained thanks to everyone that has ever watched, subscribed, commented, liked, shared, or any of that stuff. This has been life changing for me, and I am so happy that I was able to be a part of it, and if things settle down in the future, I hope I can return, even if it's just short little one shot stories. This isn't something that I considered lightly, I've been thinking for a while if this is really what I need to do, or if I can keep going. I figure that the worst case scenario is that things continue the way they are now, while the best case allows me to return at some point. As a side note, I should be able to get the second part of chapter 19 published before I'm out.