Here's a little something for Mothers Day.  Hope you enjoy!

Acarcion: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCh6RioCZDN5iXY52pKPA4ZQ

MC-Arch: https://www.youtube.com/user/TheMCArch

Art: https://vengefulstrudel.deviantart.com/art/My-Little-Muffin-733436129

Download: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1IwznhSXRxjewkNd4fFjLauCIPzuAW7gT

Lyrics:
[ShobieShy]
Hi, I know we don’t exactly get along.
And I know my choices to you seem extra wrong
But I just wanted to write you a little song
To show you how much you taught me to be strong

You made me who I am today
You taught me life has consequences
Showed me how to go my own way
I learned from you what confidence is

I love you so much.
Of all the mothers, you’re my favorite
I love your feel, your hugs, your touch
If someone fucks with you, their face is on the pavement

I know you’re non-violent, but I feel that’s the right reaction.
We may argue petty shit, leading to overreaction
I make you mad, you make me mad
I make you sad, that makes me sad.
To know I rarely make you glad
Feels bad, I want to take it back

But I can’t, we can both just move forward
So I’d like to thank you for the opportunities you’ve offered
The opportunity to be me and live free
It means the world to me you’ve given this key

So, I’d like to say I’m sorry for all the grief I’ve caused
All the tears, anger, and sanity you’ve lost
I hope my rebelling didn’t have a high cost
I don’t think I can even comprehend that loss
From here on out I’ll try to be a better me
I’ll try my fucking best to never ever flee
I hope you hear this, I hope that you may see
That I love you so much cause you made me.

[Acarcion]
I’m a dreamer
You made me a believer
In my ability to make my destiny
Reckon you might’ve been
What was best for me
You caught me at a time
Where I was surrounded but lonely
You were my one true homey
But now you gone
Disappeared like fog
Over an empty parking lot
These faded lines
And cracks in concrete
Are fractured memories
That my mind designs
To memorize
I wish I could blame myself
On the fact every moment you felt
forgotten and indifferent
Cause your mom was ignorant
And every foster home was fucking useless
But can’t blame the system
For your shitty decisions
You started drinking before I ever swore
You started smoking reefer at fourteen
And made even stupider decisions
on everything else I seen
Forcing yourself into the gang scene
Stealing from the people
On which your life did lean
I don’t know if you even alive anymore
I remember that moment
you showed up at my door
Haven’t seen you again
Over 5 years its been
I miss you man
But at the same time
Me and you were never twins
You made me
By showing me how to dream
And what happens
When you fuck up on the time in between
Reaching for the stars
I hope you made it far
But my heart is scarred
Believing you’ve been ripped apart

[MC-Arch]
so for 22 years now, we got this house
but we still somehow, don't know what we're on about
but still we stayed together, homey we saw it all
family for life, for defending you i won't withdraw
-
The refusal of acceptance, gives you the penance
if you refuse to follow, for everything that you are destined
and although I didn't wanna see it, I think I understood
we both knew we didn't choose to live like we had to
-
But still you stayed with me, through all the medications
all the meltdowns, the operations and frustrations
and though we disagreed, loyalty never was in question
thank you for every lesson, I grew up through your succesion
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and even tho this place, still has moments on its own
I'm gratefull for every day that I can call this home
thanks for tellin' me everyday that I was wrong
regardless of our difference, family value stands strong

[ShobieShy]
I’m sorry about my other track from a few years ago
Looking back, I hate it, It was just my anger and fear showing
I’m sorry for not talking to you when I needed help
I felt like I could just get by by myself

I’m sorry I insulted you, I hope that you forgive me
A life without you in it just isn’t worth living
I’m sorry, I guess I fucked up harder than I realized
I just didn’t like you looming, controlling my life

Now I live on my own, I’ve had time to reflect
It hurts me, all the bad memories I recollect
I know a song won’t make everything better
But I hope it’s a step forward, something more than a letter

I know we still talk, but this has been weighing on my mind
I know all you did was to help and be kind
You’re the best mother a guy could ever ask for
I couldn’t imagine where I’d be if you hadn’t led the path, you’re

The kind of parent I hope to be some day
One who’s always there to help and lead the way
I can’t keep this up, letting our relationship decay
So here’s my heart, I hope that you accept what I have to say

I love you Mom.
Happy Mother’s Day